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Thursday, May 8, 2008



Same thing today, went to work rather late. Reached at 9.20AM XD LoL ! Motivation was hoping I could see her after work for dinner. But ya.. Expected, she smsed me and say she's going home for dinner and ask me to head home for my dinner. Was very disappointed at first but slowly cooled down and kept telling myself it's alright, she's just tired and needed to slack at home.

Reach home and changed into my singlet + shorts and went for a jog hoping to keep my mind clear and able to think better. Didn't take my dinner because I've no appetite at all.. Drank a cup of chocolate milk and went jogging ._. Come back after the jog and my legs was jelly like soft.. Didn't jog for a long long time and was able to feel the aches on my tights immediately. Reached home and informed her that I've reach home and bathed. Wanted to give her a call but mum was using the phone. At the same time.. Something held me back not to phone her. Don't know whats wrong with me.. Missing her badly.. But.. Ya.. I still need to go on, being mature and stable will make her love me more I guess? Still, Me myself don't have an answer to my heart..

Tomorrow she's going out with her friends. Don't how I'll think and feel. But I could be better off if I don't even think about her? Just enjoy the time spend with my bros. Gonna have dinner with Minkuan, Zishen and hopefully Jacky at East Coast Lagoon . Hope they'll all turned up and really enjoy the presence of each other rather then THEY hearing my problems and all .. lols.. I'm so sure that I'm gonna get SLAP if I talk about her tomorrow =x


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