Monday, May 12, 2008

Saturday, 10th May 08,
Woke up at 9.30AM. Went to bathe and put on my clothings. It's was about 10AM when I was done preparing and ready to go over to her house to fetch her. While I was walking to the bus-stop I gave her a call to wake her up.

Reached her place around 10.20AM and her grandmother opened the gate for me. She was still sleeping like I expected. Woke her up again and she went bathing. Noticed her phone was by her bed when she was still lying down and when she went in bathing, she took her phone into the toilet with her.. Felt that I'm still not trusted by her.. Ended up she told me she was lazy to travel over to China Town and requested to buy the present over at Causeway Point instead. She said she saw some exquisite cups which cost $25 each and she's gonna get one for her mother, at the same time , me myself have to get another for my mother. And the plan was, we each will say the gift is from me and her.

At first I was unwilling to make the deal with her making her pissed off abit. But it's true what? I didn't even get to see the cup? I won't know my mum will use the cup or not? And most importantly, I wanna get something which my mum will use you see?

Hais..

Coax her up while traveling to Causeway Point. The cup was sold in the new shop just opened at level 4 if I remember. The cup was very western, small with flowery designs on the cup. I brought both the same design and she insist of paying me $25. I made the payment using NETS and we're told to come back shortly to collect the warped gifts.

Bus-ed home from Causeway Point and once we reached my house, she handed the gift to my mum saying that we both brought it for her. Slacked on the bed for a short while and she decides to watch the show " X-Family " on the website www.mysoju.com. After watching quite a few chapters, we went to bed at about 4PM. My family member went out shortly at 5PM+ heading to my grandparent's house.Slept beside her while placing my hand on her hips. After awhile, she turned over and hugged me.. Uncertainness overwhelmed me again.. Woke up around 8PM+ and there's nothing to eat. So I made 2 cup noodles and then woke her up. She hugged and pecked me on my lips and thank me for preparing the noodles for her. All I did was return a hug and smiled at her.

Remembering that her contact lens expires on the 12th, I asked whether she needs a new pair of lens of not. She nodded and insist of paying me $15. How could I accept? She's only left with $25, pay me $15 for the lens and she's only left with $10 for the next week. -_- ZzZ Left her at home and I went down to get a pair of grey colored contact lens for her.. Getting a pair of contact lens to me it's like a monthly routine. Come to think of it, it's something she'll use and needs.. But don't know how will she think.. Just taking the contact lens for granted cause I've been buying all along? I don't know and I don't want to even think about it. As long as she smile and I can see she's happy.. I'm actually fine with how I feel.. ( I guess? ._. )After hugging and such for awhile at home after dinner, we taxi-ed to her house.

On the taxi, she told me that her dad will be bringing her along to have a look at the second hand houses over at SengKang tomorrow. And after viewing the houses, he will send her to Tampines to have dinner with her grandparents, aunt, etc etc.. I responded by nodding my head and telling her I will also be hanging out with my buddies and we'll be heading Golden Mile. Our conversation wasn't much of anything.. But at least she tells me something compared to nothing at all.. Sometimes I feel that I don't know a single thing which is happening to her at school each day. Kept telling myself I shouldn't think so much of anything about her, I shouldn't ask too much about her stuff and she'll tell me on her own accord if she wants me to know. Thats how I have been with days without her by my side...

Sunday, 11th May 08,
It's Mother's Day. First thing in the morning after I bathe and all, I went over and gave my mum a peck on her cheek and said :" Happy mother's day mummy ." She smiled. Went over to her house to pass her the contact lens solution as she said hers is finishing up soon. She was still sleeping when I reach and handed the solution to her grandmother. Met up with Minkuan after that around 2PM+ and waited at Admiralty KFC as Jacky went to get his FAKE MC which costed him a bomb. $50++ for all the medicines which he was faking LOL. I just get to know.. Golden Mile = Beach road .. What the hell -_- Had tons of crapping/ beat-boxing/ dancing while we're heading to the food center looking for Minkuan's and Jacky's friend, DeSong, ROC Pizza chef. His pizza has a very unique taste, it's thin crust, super crispy and tasty. We three ate three large pan Pizza, ham and sausage, M... Something something I forgot whats that and lastly a seafood pizza. Very satisfying. XD

While I was eating, she sms-ed me to ask hows my day and such. Replied her as per normal till her sms gets shorter and shorter with no content. I last replied her :" why not when you finish your dinner with them le, going home already you let me know? Send my regards to them =) love you ". And she replied :" heh okay, enjoy yourself, love you too ". Felt that everytime I tell her to sms me when she's going home, her reply will be so happy.. Like wow, finally he wants to stop sms-ing me. O well, I'm thinking too much =,=. Didn't bother to check my sms after that.

After eating, we went army market which is right above the food center. Jack brought 2 clothes and Mk got 1, 3 for $20. The designs are unique but.. Why even before i buy clothes, I have to think of her.. Whether she think I look nice in it or not .. Etc etc.. O well. Jacky's plastic bag snap half way as he was swinging the plastic bag like some kind of toy LOL. He could actually chose to hold the plastic bag in hand but he stuff it into his pocket.. Which totally look like trash in his pocket LoL.

Went over to Cathay and there's no movie we're interested in =.= Ended up we walked to Parklane. Looked at some plastic figuring of anime girls and it seems like the figuring are dressed lesser and lesser down the row -_- LOL! We went inside a Lan shop and played Counterstrike, Battlefield 2 and... Gunbound.. How nice.. Zzz Memories of us being a kid of age 16, 17, 18 blah blah blah ~ LoL. After lan-gaming, we walked over to the opposite end on the road for bean curd and Mk cracked a racist joke about the indian crossing the road. LOL. Shall not mention it, he's one racist basket! Even I agree with him but it's still racist ! LOL

Had our 'rough' dining of bean curd at a back alley with lizards looking at you, fortunate enough, there wasn't Roaches around LOL~! MK was like trying to paranoid me by saying, Eh Ed got roach behind you. But I didn't give him a damn ROFL! Jack took our orders and brought back some bean curds, Butterflys, Yu tiaos. This time Zishen really miss out tons of enjoyment with us. Thanks brothers, really do appreciate it so much ...

Memories.. Still I must face the future instead of turning my back looking at the past.. Really do miss the days that she's excited in seeing me each time and all.. But.. Ya.. Thats all the past, memories and a changed person is what I'm left with now.. Not to forgot my friends, which have been listening to my complains and some even saw me broke down.. Really do appreciated every single thing you guys did for me.. Thanks all =)

Labels: Memories... what else am i left with..

Posted at 2:31 PM

guy

Music Box

tagboard

links

Archives

Credits

Monday, May 12, 2008