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Friday, May 23, 2008



Thursday, 22 May 08
Second last day of working in the office. Actually it's not bad over here.. Wonder how will it be like when Final Year Project started. Worked under store management today -_- Shifted 20 near 30 monitors into a bloody small storeroom.

End of the day, Ann , Shalrine and me meet up for dinner at Sakae Sushi. Knew that Mk and Jack will be there as before my work ends, they had already planned everything. Had a wonderful time catching up and crapping until she messages me saying she reach home.

Asked when her phone can be collected. She replied :" Saturday lo. heh ". And somehow I offered to accompany her to collect the phone as on Tuesday she told me that she's meeting me up on Saturday. Mentally I planned alittle what we can do together on Saturday. Watch movie maybe? Window shopping and spend quality time together. And her reply was.. :" I going with RuiSen? After that going Cindy house. We meet on Sunday k? " I was angry and very disappointed. It's like, you're the one who said to spend time with me coming Saturday and ended up you're meeting another person. In additional, I actually gave into her when she told me only RuiSen accompanying her to fix the phone because his phone have problems too. Both alone , 1 on 1. It's very giving of me to just say on that day :" Orh okay lo. Go lo. " Now Saturday AGAIN !!!! Again both of them gonna collect phone TOGETHER? WTP ?!

Replied her :'' Orh okay. " Nothing else then the two words which carries my unhappiness and displease. " Replied me the first 2 message saying :" Sorry mao mao pie. Don't angry luh =( " , "Don't angry le k? I'm sorry mao mao pie =( ". Told her I just disappointed, I'll get over it and don't worry. She replied :" haiyer, as if you will. " WTP? I said I'll get over it because it's all the fault you caused and now you said AS IF I WILL!?! If I'm those WTF guy, I'll just tell her off. What if I canceled a meeting with a group of friends just to accompany you? What if it's something important I canceled because of you. AND NOW YOU ENDED UP SAYING YOU'RE GOING OUT AND MEETING ME ON SUNDAY INSTEAD! Said I'll get over it asking her not to worry. SHE ACTUALLY SAID AS IF YOU WILL. I felt so discouraged. Totally disappointed BUT WHAT CAN I DO? SHE PLANNED EVERYTHING AND NOW THEN I GET TO KNOW? O Sorry mao mao pie. Don't angry luh. TELL ME WHO WON'T BE?!

After she said :" haiyer. as if you will." To just cool myself down and not causing conflict or any quarrels or even ME typing stupid stuff to tell her off indirectly. I changed topic telling her I'll be going out later to meet my buddies. She replied a few message saying sorry all those.. Heart soften and finally sent her :" It's fine. Really. I understand. Stop saying you're sorry. I love you okay. Just meet on Sunday instead. Don't dwell in it.=) " I actually thought over and over why she find a need to collect the phone with Ruisen together. And somehow understands since they both serviced their phone on the same date and time, logically they'll get back on the same date. Secondly, Cindy it's a important ex-colleague with her which they use to share alot of things with each other. Finally Cindy's birthday passed recently and maybe she wanted to celebrate with her for a belated birthday gathering. Coax her telling her I understand, it's okay, go ahead and all...

My disappointment didn't improve a little but my anger faded.. Just felt very disappointed. We used to meet everyday.. Reduced to 1 3 5 7 and 2 4 6.. and now twice a week. It's very giving of me to do all those for her cause I think it's worth it but why after setting our meeting date , you actually pushed it to another? She did her part saying sorry all those and have to forgive her..

Sms her continued from the last sms I sent, her sms gets shorter with no content. I replied the way I always do :" Orh okay lo, then you sleeping already then sms me ba." Packed the gift Ann and me brought into little gift bags. When I'm done with it, she sms me saying she's going to sleep already so I gave her a call. Started my topic and theres little responds from her. Ask her whether she has anything to share with me or talk about anything? She questioned me back instead saying what you want me to say? Was totally turned off. On the phone I just said back to her :" Then okay lo, you tired then sleep ba. Good night sweet dreams. bye" and I hung up. Felt communication break down with her. Why she has nothing to talk to me about? haiz.. Sent her a good night sms like I did usually. And her reply was the same like those nights I chill out with my buddies. " Heh, good night mao mao pie . Muack. Going home sms, reach home sms and sleeping le sms me okay? Enjoy yourself . Love you hee. "

Went home, wiped my body with a wet cloth, washed my face, changed a set of shirt and off I went to meet my buddies at Admiralty. Vent my anger out by telling them how I felt this and that. They're all the same, they too will be disappointed and angry if this happens to them they said. Drank a few mouth of Long Island tea Mk brought and I like the taste of it. Also did asked him to help me buy another bottle of alcohol , Black current Volka. The taste wasn't that good compared to Long Island Tea. Lay down on top on the monkey bar while chatting with them. It's really great spending time with my buddies.. Took a photo of Mk when I'm sitting on top of the monkey bar. Just miss those day we're all single and happy.. Miss those days she's sweet to me. But ya.. Nothing remains the same always.


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