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Wednesday, May 14, 2008



Tuesday, 13 May 08
Met Ann around 8.40AM at Admiralty, knowing we'll be late again as per normal LoL. Reached office at 9.20AM. While typing her blog address, I accidentally went into her old blog. So I browse through what she wrote there. Since we started, first month she did wrote alot about me and such. She said she's lonely and thank god I'm there for her. She did post alot saying I care for her and such. But whats the point of me reading it. Mentally I'm comparing her past and present. Really did regret for breeching the trust but what can I do? No way of me trying to heal the wound when she don't even know I'm doing it.

Her lesson ended at 5PM and there's no sms from her at all. Till 6PM after the last min work from my in-charge which gets me so pissed off. So I just left the office after I pass him the stack of paper and sms her saying I just finish my work. Her reply was :" heh, sorry I forgot to sms you, I'm going out with papa to take a look at Sengkang houses". She actually did forgot to sms me.. Maybe she really did forgot because there's just too many things she's doing.. I also cannot say that she has been sms-ing RuiSen everyday, everytime and such.. I wont know and I don't think it's appropriate to ask has she been sms-ing Ruisen , is she on the phone with him recently.. Aiya fuck la, don't even want to think. My temper got rather bad when I was walking to Jurong MRT station.

It got better after I stop thinking. Communication broke down between me and Minkuan LOL. I reached home ate my dinner, pack my stuff and rush out. Totally forgot to inform him that I reached home and all LoL. Sorry ar brother. Ended up we only swam for 1 Hour, we went to change and realized that I lost my cap Zzz.. NVM ! I can get a cheaper and better 1 over at Beach Road LOL XD After swimming, we went for dinner at Causeway Point. I ate alone as Minkuan wasn't hungry. Had Carona Sambal Chicken Cutlet after we brought the guitar picks.

Bus-ed home after dinner. Sms her that I'm done swimming and told her to sms me once she reached home. It was about 10PM when I reached home. Played the guitar and waited for her sms till 11PM, I received her sms saying she reached home. I replied asking her does she wants me to give her a call or not and she said no as her phone's battery it's gonna be emptied soon.

Trying to be sarcastic, I replied :" o okay lo, then cannot hear me playing guitar already. Too bad lols ". She replied saying let the phone charge first and later when she's done with her stuff, then she'll let me know when to call in. And so I waited... My mind went wild wondering was she talking to Ruisen.. But drop the thought after awhile somehow.. No point thinking of it.. So what she's on the phone with him.. There's nothing I can do either.. It's was about 11.30PM and I wanted to sms her I'm tired and wanna get some sleep. Before I even send the sms, she missed call me indicating I can give her a call already and so I did. Chat with her awhile, played the guitar and somehow she noticed I was very exhausted. She said I should be sleeping as I need to work tomorrow and said she's coming for dinner tomorrow. Before hanging up, she said :" Love you pie pie heh, good night . " Didn't feel a thing even she said that. Maybe because I'm just too tired.. Went to bed after sms-ing her a good night message..

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