Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Friday, 30 May 08
Forgot what happen on Thursday. Friday was boring due to the FYP. Tracing of the stupid circuit from the stupid micro-mouse.

It's the length of just my pencil duh ! If I continue tracing, I'll become Pa Jiao one day. After school, meet up with her for dinner. Reached her house and I hide the Pokke under her pillow without her noticing. Went for a walk instead of a dinner at Yishun and walked around North point. Meet up with Minkuan at Khatib after I sent her home and went for cell group at Sinman house. After Cell group, I received a sms from her saying she's going to bed and asked me to send 3 messages to her. 1) on the way home 2) reached home 3) going to sleep. Didn't replied her but gave her a call instead. She was on the bed she said. Hoping she would say thanks because she found the Pokke on the bed but she didn't even find it. Told her there's a Pokke on the bed but her reaction was like :" Orh okay. Tomorrow then find.." Abit disappointed but got over it quite fast after I hung up the call. Slacked at Sinman house till 11PM++ and actually planned to chill but Zisheng and Jacky was too tired. So in the end, I went over Minkuan's house and transfered Worship songs into my phone.

Watched videos from youtube and slack till about 3.20AM before I have my long walk home. Zisheng planned to play badminton the next morning around 7AM and told him I'll be there. Slept for less then 3 hours, my alarm went off.. It's 6.45AM..

Saturday, 31 May 08
Sms-ed Zisheng to confirm weather the game in still on or not. But he told me the kids didn't phone him yet. So went back to bed and woke up around 8AM and notice Zisheng had miss called me twice. Packed my stuff up and bike-ed off to meet them.

Played badminton till 11AM and comes a sudden heavy rain. Rushed home and was already 1/2 soaked Zzz. Bathed and went over to meet her at Khatib. I planned to have a movie or something but she turned it down. End up we had breakfast at a coffee shop near her block and went to my house after that..

As I was tired due to lack of sleep, once reached home I showered and we slept. Woke up at 5.30PM, saw my mum and sliblings preparing to visit my grandpa at the hospital. We bus-ed to Admiralty and went separate ways as we're going Clementi to return the memory card we owe the handphone guy. On the way there, we was very happy and all until I took her phone and asked permission to take a look at her photo galleries. She took back the phone and said :" Don't want let you see." Asked her once why can't I view the photos? She looked at me with no emotions and said : " Just don't want to let you see."

I was upset and became moody. Kept quite and plugged in 1 side of my ear piece. She nudged me and said :" Everytime like that want. Abit jiu angry. You want see jiu see la, nothing much also ." Replied her :" Nvm, just now I was curious but since you don't want to let me see for the 1st time I asked you, whats the point of letting me see now?" " We meet only twice a week, go out also cannot happy happy de meh? Like that jiu angry" she said. Like as if it was my fault? I asked and you don't let me view the photo. Seeing I became moody, THEN you let me see the photo with those unhappy tone. Who will want to ? I feel that the thing will get worst if I looked at the photos as both is already unhappy. Looked at her and said :" Since you say got nothing why 1st time I asked, you rejected? It's not I don't want to be happy, if you just let me see the 1st time without any words said bu shi hao liao right? Why have to go through so many things then bu shuang bu shuang de let me see? Maybe I'm tired cause so I tend to be moody. I do not have enough sleep. Next time don't see jiu don't see lo, don't want us to pick a fight over this small stuff. Your pekcek face is what I wanted to avoid all along cause I just want to see you smile." Finished my sentence and cuddle her a little.. She kept quiet and returned me a hug. To me it's like what are you hiding? Why can't I see the photos? Only when I Pekcek already then you let me see the pic? Whats the point?

Rest of the day was fine.. Just don't know whats the reason behind why she don't let me view the photos. O well.. Don't want to dwell in it. Sent her home around 10PM. Sit on the sofa and enjoy each other presence. Kissed good bye and went off when it was 10.30PM.

Went home and waited for Minkuan. He reached around 12AM -_- ZzZ Played guitar in the room and learned some stuff from him. Slept around 3AM that night.. Uber tired..

Sunday, 1 June 08
Woke up at 8.30AM and planned to have breakfast with Minkuan after he goes home and wash up. Ended up miscommunication with my dear mummy~ Our breakfast was canceled lol. Waited for Jack to wake up and plan what movie we're gonna catch. Watched Sex and the City at 4PM. Great good with good story lines but it's too much of what a M18 movie can see lol. Too much sex scenes.

She sms-ed me half way through my movie and asked how was movie. Replied her as per normal and when I took notice the sms content getting shorter, I replied :" Okay la. You enjoy your show, sms you when I reached home =) " Easiest way to end a sms since there's no content in between.

Had dinner at the food court while waited for Puiman to arrive. Chilled at StarBucks for awhile but went off early as Jack needs to book in at 8.45PM. Went home after that and talked to her on the phone and coax her to sleep as her lesson is at 8AM tml morning. After that talked to Demi on the phone till like 1AM I guess? Sian next day Monday.. Have to do tracing again..

Monday, 2 June 08
During my FYP, Kelvin called me and ask me out together with Minkuan. Went to Grand Copthorne Hotel to have Pizza =/.. Kelvin and Minkuan paid for me as I'm out of cash ... -_- ... The Pizza was delicious and thanks to Kel's special privileges, the total cost is only about $69 after 1/2 price. He worked there for 7 years long years both full timer and part timer O_o...

Here's some pictures taken there..

Don't misinterpret, I'm only acting.. LoL

Photos all done by : Minkuan
LOLS

After the fantastic meal, we taxied to Summerset Mrt to meet up with Sinman. Train-ed home after that. Kel and Sinman damn sweet ar.. See liao jealous lols..

On the way home, she smsed me saying she's going to sleep and ask weather I want to give her a call or not. And so I did, talked for awhile and hung up. It was 9.30PM after I hung up the call. Reached home around 10.30PM.. My heart was telling me to phone her to see weather she's asleep already or not. But my brain told me not to.. End up. I called.. And I'm on the 2nd line.. She answered the call.

Ed: Mao I reached home already. Going bathe now. Haven sleep?
Jos: orh okay. Haven, now talking to bff.
Ed: Orh okay lo, I go bathe 1st .Sms you later then.
Jos: orh okay , Bye.
Ed: Bye.

Short talk.. But ya.. She can be frank if she wants to.. No point questioning her and quarrel over it.. Even at times I felt she's keeping something but.. Maybe I'll just give space and trust and she'll be truthfully and frank to me? Don't know.. Will see about how it goes..

Felt that my heart is been pressed down, I phone my heart listener, Millie (also treated her like my blood related sister) , and told her how I was feeling.. Did felt better after pouring it out. Don't want to bottle the troubles up and so I choose to pour out and forget about it. =)

Labels: Set aside miserable thoughs and enjoy what I still have..

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