Friday, June 6, 2008

Thursday, 5 June 08,
When to school for FYP. Bored tracing the circuit. The more I trace, the more I get annoyed as the lines are starting to go all over the board which I cannot find where is it linking to. -_- ZzZ

Read her blog and noticed she posted photos she have taken of friends in ITE. Telling myself it's okay and tried to cool down but my mind starts to run wild.. Thinking that for our relationship of 1 and a half years, we've taken less then 10 pictures together. She don't take pictures of me nor ask me to take photos. Even I asked her to, she'll reject me. EVEN if taken, she won't post it up anywhere.

In the blog, she wrote she actually wanted to donate blood because don't what had trigger her to do so. Heard from her that is Ruisen who wanted to donate and asked them along I guess. SO the whole group go along. Ended up only Ruisen can donate as they're all under age. She took photo of him while he's donating blood.. It might be no big deal to people reading this but it's threw me off a little. Felt jealous that she spends more time with friends, treats them more importantly . All she does is to blog about her friends and herself. NON about me. NON ! Telling myself it's okay and I spread my sadness to Minkuan.

Told Minkuan and all he say was:" Why go think? Since you know you'll get upset reading it. Then don't read it. Now I tell you what I see. She wants the trust from you but ain't doing any action/ moves to make you trust her. AND when things go out of hand and you wanted to solve it, all the blame goes to you because YOU DON'T TRUST HER ! Why lead such an unhappy relationship. If you cannot take it, then let her go. If you feel you can improve this relationship, then tolerate until you cannot take it, tell her. If she feels it's no big deal and insist there's nothing wrong. Not putting at least some effort to have a heart to heart talk nicely to solve it. THEN whats the use of keeping a girlfriend who don't even care how you feel? We told you to wait and see, but you keep wanting to see immediate effect. Just wait and see. You'll know what to do when things happen." To me he's telling me something like, if you want to save this relationship, why not give it your best shot and do all you can! But all I can do is to wait and see...

Went off at 4PM to meet Minkuan as he wanted to buy a phone without camera. Went 888 to get the phone after eating noodles. That was around 6PM when we're done buying the phone. Only after eating the noodles, THEN he tells me that he's meeting his friends 7PM at Cine to EAT AGAIN ! WTP?! Rushed to his house to change because he wanted to. The weather was kind to us raining heavily only after we reached his house for less then 5min .

Reached cine and we had Shokudo (Mk's treat) for our dinner. Walked around Orchard after that and ended in HMV. That was around 9.15PM when she sms and said she's tired. So gave her a call and she told me alot of what happen in school today. Was glad she told me all of those? Talked for quite sometime and hang up after saying good night to each other.

On the way home, we played DJ max2. I am the weakest link -_- ZzZ Got trashed just like a trash. Da bao Mac for Ziping and brought alcohol to his house. Slacked till 12.30AM and bus-ed home.. That was the last night to see Minkuan as he's going to the remote island the next morning for NS. LOL! Hope he'll be alright there and I look forward to our next chilling session.

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A)people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs . B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Shock, stun, disappointed etc. Will give her my blessing and let her go. Most probably will undergo depression.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
With great earning power and a family. Including her of cause. =/

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Non of what people seen. Wanna make my wife feels special.

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
I don't know myself..

5. What's your ideal lover like?
My present girlfriend with a improved character. Give me more attention, filled me with all her love whole heartedly and faithful ? Draw a clear line with guy friends?

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Of cause to be loved by some1. But loving someone wasn't that bad if your parnter is worth it and she appreciates you.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
Always, if she can be trusted. Why not wait since it's your true love.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Just be by her side since I can do nothing about it.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Some little things she does that made me upset alittle.

10. Is being tagged fun?
Okay okay lo..

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Dunno. I see nothing yet..

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family, Her and friends.

13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
A person who cares to tag.

14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Married but poor.

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
Open my eyes.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes I would. 99% of my heart. Cause I still need 1% to keep myself alive.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
That wont happen. I'm not a bastard who pick between 2 girls.

18. What type of friends do you like?
Friends who cares for my feelings and all. Share burden with. Use and abuse. =x

19. What type of friends do you dislike?
Who dont pays attention to you when you talks to them. Zzz. Backstabbers. Twin headed.

Tagged by : Demi

Labels: Thank guys.. alot.. Memorable times..

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